I have to admit, I’m still waiting on the fun part of this pregnancy to begin. Don’t get me wrong, I am over the moon excited and feel very blessed to be carrying these babies but let me tell you, it’s no cake walk...at least not for me. At about 4 weeks into my pregnancy I developed severe morning sickness. Honestly, unless you have experienced the constant nausea, food aversions, and mad dashes to the toilet first hand, it’s hard to fathom just how insanely bad it is. I never quite understood what my girlfriends were going through until it was my turn to experience it. So, for all of you who have suffered…I feel your pain. Believe me, I do!
Last week, I had a couple of really bad sick days back to back and got to a point where my body was refusing to keep anything solid or liquid down. It was time to go to the hospital. It turns out I have a very sever form of morning sickness, more common with twin pregnancies, that untreated can cause my body to become severely dehydrated and malnourished. When I checked into the hospital my body was in starvation mode and unable to process any food. I was given an IV of fluids, anti-nausea medication, a vitamin drip and an ultrasound. Thankfully the babies were just fine!
After getting my body back to being stable and back on solid foods again, I came home. The nausea and food aversions haven’t gone away but I do have the help of medication if I need it. The silver lining for me is knowing that the babies are healthy and that most likely, this won’t last my entire pregnancy. I have my fingers and toes crossed for 20 weeks…just 5 more to go!
I know it’s been a quiet around the blog but I hope to be back to feeling better and fully working very soon! I’m still creating some fun projects on my good days and can’t wait to get back into the kitchen…or outside in the sunshine for that matter. Thanks for being a loyal reader and a constant support. I read and appreciate every single one of the comments you left on my pregnancy announcement post and each one brightened my day.
Now, onto the future!
Lauren Fichtner says
So very excited for you Leah! And I am sorry that you aren't feeling well....hope that changes soon. I LOVE the idea of having twins...so exciting! Best wishes future momma!
Leah Bergman says
Thank you Lauren! Jason and I are very excited to have twins as well although it was a big, big surprise. 😉
Melinda says
Poor Momma! I had nausea and food aversions but never actually threw up--I can't imagine how tired you must be! Don't worry, you really will feel better during your second trimester! Third trimester is tiring bc it's difficult to move and uncomfortable to eat when your uterus is literally all the way up to your boobs(!), but I think twin pregnancies usually are born before the due date (and still are perfectly fine!). Don't feel bad--I did not enjoy my pregnancy as much as most people seem to but now I can look back on it and think it wasn't so bad! Ha! Take care of yourself and take advantage of all the favors people are willing to do for you bc you're pregnant! 😉 I hope you feel better soon!!!
Leah Bergman says
Thanks Melinda. Yes, the throwing up is really, really rough. Not something I look forward to doing on a daily basis that's for sure. It's so refreshing to hear that you didn't quite enjoy your pregnancy either. It makes me feel a little bit better about being such a complainer. 😉 Thanks for the pep talk! xo
kellysarno says
I'm glad you are doing better! Can't tell you how much we have in common with the morning sickness! IV's twice ! We should talk one day! Severe MS then Bedrest! But yes, all worth it in the end... No one that hasn't been through that really understands.
Leah Bergman says
Yikes, IV's twice! I am doing my best not to ever have to go back to the hospital. What a terrible feeling that was. It's hard to explain this to someone who hasn't experienced it so thanks for understanding. Focusing on the end result! xo
Jackie says
Oh no Leah! We are thinking of you and hope you are feeling better soon! Sending hugs!
Jackie, Jeremy and the kids
Leah Bergman says
Thanks so much Jackie! I hope you, Jeremy and the kids are all doing well. Miss you guys! xo
Brie says
Hope you feel better soon! I love your blog! Also thank you for sharing your personal journey through pregnancy. I think it helps other woman know they are not alone during any kind of struggle.
Leah Bergman says
Thank you Brie, I really appreciate hearing that! I always struggle with whether or not I should share super personal, sometimes not so cheery, posts on the blog. It's great to know that they might help others even if only a little. xo
Melissa Creates says
Hope you feel better soon! I can totally relate and it's a tough time for sure. I didn't begin to feel more 'normal' until week 22-ish. The second trimester was much easier and then I didn't feel so hot the last few weeks. Now that I'm home with baby (Lincoln) it's a whole new adventure trying to figure out the cries, sleepless nights and getting a groove. All totally worth it of course.
Sending you a virtual hug! You've totally got this. xo
Leah Bergman says
Congratulations on the new baby Melissa! I love the name Lincoln btw. I'm seriously hoping my sickness doesn't last as long as 22 weeks but I'm prepared for the fact that it just might. I've read that (with twins especially) hyperemesis often lasts 20-30 weeks. I'll have to savor all of the time I get to spend sleeping...even if it's due to nausea. I know that very shortly I'll be in your shoes navigating those sleepless nights. Stay strong and thanks for the support! Sending you a virtual hug right back. xo
Melody says
Feel better, beautiful friend! You are amazing! Sending tons of love your way. xoxo Melody
lizziecaye says
I totally feel your pain!! I've been there!! I'll be sending lots of calm tummy thoughts your way!!
Mrs. ShuGar (@ShuGarLuv) says
This is the first of many moments when we mommies realize our bodies are no longer our own. I am so sorry you are going through that. It's hard to live this way, but you will get through it. I sometimes wonder how our bodies can sustain so much. This is why I am a firm believer in mommies being super women. When my boy pulls my hair and yanks at my ear I also want it to stop! It's comes with the territory, I guess. May you feel better and enjoy the rest of your pregnancy soon!
Jillian In Italy says
When I was pregnant with my twins I was so sick as well. I actually lost almost 10 pounds in the first few months. It was awful! I remember certain smells really threw me over the edge...the fish counter at the grocery store had me gagging from 4 aisles over. But it does pass! I hope you start feeling better soon!
Marcia S. says
Leah, I hope you're feeling better soon! This actually happened to a dear friend many years ago. She was hospitalized a few times, they finally found out that she developed a lactose intolerance in the beginning of her pregnancy. You are strong and can get trough this,the rewards are waiting in the near future, I promise!
Mathilde says
Be strong mama bear !